I woke up again today... as usual. Thankful for one more day on this glorious earth attempting to build memories, or should I say rebuild memories, or should I say "cover up" memories, or all of the above. The first thing that came to my thoughts this morning was a bad memory. I wont disclose it. Actually I was angry that somehow it got "into" my head and woke me up. I stayed in my cushy bed a bit longer attempting to rid myself of the darn thing which did not happen so I got up and tried to cover it up with two cups of coffee and some vege's mixed with rice and beef. I know I know, you say, for breakfast? Yup... beats toasted flour. Back to my point which I always slide away from while cl
imbing to the point. To get rid of that bad memory,which by the way seemed like a long train of one heavy train car hitched to another to another all the time that first big bad memory Steam Engine that woke me up, continued pulling the rest of its train right on through my brain. I was starting to wish for serotonin drugs then I realized the point of it all. Memories are like Build a Bears.....Or like that horrible train to Auschwitz. In other words there are different degrees for each of us. Point?
I bought my G-babies each a build a bear "doll bear" of which we can purchase clothing and shoes and wigs and all sort of fun activities for at great expense I might add. So if we don't like one outfit or hair colored wig, or activity, we can change it to one we do like. Throw the bad outfit away or kick that bad train right off its tracks, put it in a box and override it with a better one. Hence "MEMORIES." Making new and better ones would seem to be the call here. Therefore to "cover up" any bad ones. Why dwell on them? (They literally can bring death with them) Make a new one and make it good so it doesn't came back and wake you up 30 years later and bring all the rest of them with it. Build a train of Good Memories so you don't have sleep with a stuffed one! Before its too late.
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